[02 May 2008|01:33am] hiya. i only seem to write here when im sad or something. my mum died on tuesday. we basically dont know why. but i do. heartbreak. she couldnt live without my dad. i dont wanna live without them. :( 14 comments|post comment

[19 May 2007|09:48pm] im house sitting for my parents next week because they're going on a cruise. my dad rang me today and said he wanted to tell me why they were going on such an expensive cruise when my mum has retired from ill health and my dad isn't working. it is because my mum has had results back from the hospital and basically her liver and kidneys are going shit, like really shit. like will probably fail. which is what her mother died from at 60. and one of her disks in her back is nearly worn away. and both her knees will need replacing in the next year. and she wants to go on a cruise and do things while she is well enough to do them. i cant think of my mum not being there i just cant. i am so upset, i had to go home from work. i want someone to be here with me. matthew is out with his friends. ive pissed him off because i told him i was walking down the road and these lads were shouting FAT FUCKIN BITCH at me. this is honestly such a bad day i cant stop crying. im sorry i feeel so shit writing this i never update and im doing it now because i need someone but i dont deserve any of you. i think im going to get in bed now. 11 comments|post comment

Woo hoo. [23 Feb 2005|12:45pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Nelly Furtardo - Try ] WELCOME TO EL JAY-LAND! comment to be added bitches :) xo. 33 comments|post comment

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